Life is grand!!!

Well the sun is shining and I can't complain... I have been busy with work, so again not much time to write that after but I'm alright with that. I have been able to keep inspired by reading, looking at pictures that are giving me more ideas on what I want to achieve my vision in photography.
Here are some new things that are going on in my life this past week:

1. Paul and I offically are moving to a different apartment and have started looking!
2. Pixel is going to have her kitty's any day now (or so we think!)
3. I have been inspired to by some new camera's. An underwater 35mm which just happens to be red, a lomography 4 lens action sampler camera and a classic Polaroid Sun 600.
4. My dad might be coming to see me in June which I am very excited about!
5. I need to get in shape but have no motivation what so ever. This so no good at all!!! I need to really kick my butt into high gear if I want to look good at my sister and Amber's weddings.

Super bad blogger....

So I have been a super bad blogger in the past month or so. I haven't been posting anything on this blog or on thehouseofhearts.com blog either. Work is getting the best of me. So many changes and new people and trying to figure out new work dynamics are hard. And the fact that the weather has been so nice here that I want to be outside all the time.
So here is a little run down of the new things that have been happening or bothering me in the last month.

1. people who come in the elevator to only go up one floor... USE THE STAIRS!!!
2. Paul and I went to Rhode Island for the weekend and I would have to say that the sun and the beach and the 32 degree weather made that our best trip to date.
3. my baby sisters wedding is coming closer and closer and I don't think it has bit me yet!
4. I have been having serious bad tummy problems that has not made me happy or very social.
5. I think our kitty Pixel is prego... maybe some little kitty's running around soon :)
6. I got a $2 raise which is pretty freaken awesome!
7. I fall more and more in love with Paul ever day... that is something so special to me... I will spend the rest of my life with him... I know this isn't new news but to some of you it might be :)
8. My dad just got back from the Philippines and I miss him so much I wish I could go back home just for a weekend to see him!
9. I am getting back into photography... I got a Diana+ camera for my birthday and it is so much fun to play with and take photos... plus I know a little photoshop which is great for the crapy digital pictures I take with my point and shot.
10. I am now one year older... I would like to think wisers as well!!!

This list is not in order of importants but more so just the things that have come to mind that are new in the past month!

So Pretty!!!

I think this is awesome... really this is what modeling is. It is interesting that we pay people to look pretty. Doesn't it seem like something is twisted with that idea? The fact that some models make just as much money as engineers, doctors or lawyers that go to school for many years get into huge debt and educate themselves none the less. But yet a model just gets paid to stand there and look pretty. You know that something is wrong with society when you pay someone with no education the same as someone that can save your life.

PIGS

Ok so I have never been to a city where the cops are so bad then Montreal. I love this city but the cops are really pigs. Most of them don't know the law and try to force themselves on your or others spend their time giving out j-walking tickets to make their money then really fighting the problems on our streets.
Today blew me away. I saw two women cops in the metro, wearing there god awful army pants and red hats strapped to their belts and this women [who had a baby carriage with her] ran up to the cops and gave them both candy bars and was saying what an awesome job they are doing.
I laughed out loud cause I thought it was funny. They are doing a good job at beating people that are doing nothing wrong other then specking their voice [as per the protest that happened a few weeks ago]. Seeing blood all over the road and seeing cops everywhere with their protective shields with red in their eyes is that what a good job is classified as now a days?
I feel like we are at war in our own country with people who are suppose to protect and serve their people. But what is really happening is they are protecting and serving private interests.

Pissed!!!!

Man this is a joke, so everyone that knows me know that I am always late but for work I am usually 1 min late everyday. Not a big deal cause I usually stay 5 mins after work and work through my lunch break most of the time. So today I find out, not through my bosses telling me but through me looking through documents that every time I sign into Teletran [which is the program that we use for everything through out the day] after 10am they dock me 15 mins. So next paycheck so far I have an hour off my pay... THIS IS A FUCKING JOKE!!!!

The bosses come to me when something isn't working and get me to fix it. They do not know what is going on in the there business they have to come to me to tell them. AND NOW they are starting to cut my pay because I am usually 1 or 2 mins late punching in every day... this is BULLSHIT!!! If it wasn't for me they would not be able to run their business and would have a shit load of unsatisfied customers.

I'm so pissed I can't even work cause I just want to knock someones face in. Really it's not like they are paying me that much and I am the glue in their business. I understand that punchality is very important, I am very aware of this but at the same thing you would think they would spend more time understanding how their business is being run then creating programs to track our every move. Some how I think their priorities are very very mixed up.

I will be out of here soon and they will see what a mess it will be and how much they should of paid me for my job and should treat their employees more like humans then numbers. I mean really there is only 6 employees. This is a fucking joke!

Like I always like use it!

I found this on another blog and I thought it was like totally funny!!!

I never thought I would be one of those girls

I never thought that I would be one of those girls that is so effected by her boyfriend being away for a week. Now it has only been 4 days not with him and I miss him hugely. He is my best friend, the love of my life, the one I can rely on no matter what. And that's right I MISS HIM HUGELY!!!
The loft feels empty without him, the couch is just not the same without me pushing him to the side of it cause I want to cuddle and the bed... oh the bed feels so empty without him... so hard to sleep at night cause I anticipate his return.
I'm in love... this is how it feels!!!
Come back Paul... I MISS YOU!